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		<title>Another perspective</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 10 Mar 2010 14:33:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>maebius</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I recently talked about Perspectives in terms of seeing wildlife in your backyard as a boon, and a symptom of imbalance.  I had been pondering that lately, and realized that the two options were not mutually exclusive, and to look at them in terms of extremes was jsut as bad as ignoring one side of [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I recently talked about <a href="http://everthorn.net/musings/2010/01/perspectives/?p=776">Perspectives</a> in terms of seeing wildlife in your backyard as a boon, and a symptom of imbalance.  I had been pondering that lately, and realized that the two options were not mutually exclusive, and to look at them in terms of extremes was jsut as bad as ignoring one side of the question itself.</p>
<p>For today&#8217;s musing, I present to you this:</p>
<p><img src="http://drmyers.files.wordpress.com/2009/06/apple.jpg?w=150&amp;h=135" alt="" /><strong>What is it?</strong>   </p>
<p>A few options present themselves to my mind.   For example, it&#8217;s an apple, <em>Obviously</em>.  Thinking further&#8230;</p>
<ul>
<li>A fruit.</li>
<li>a red -skinned food-item</li>
<li>a healthy snack</li>
<li>a worm house</li>
<li>the fall of mankind via Eve</li>
<li>a potential tree</li>
<li>a jpg file</li>
<li>an electronic pixilated representation of a physical object</li>
<li> &#8230;etc.</li>
</ul>
<p>I could probably think of a few other increasingly esoteric and creative answers to &#8220;<em>What is that?</em>&#8220;, but I think the point has been made. The question of &#8220;<em>which is the correct answer?</em>&#8221; is somewhat moot.  They are all correct.</p>
<p>The same &#8216;thing&#8217; like that apple pictured above, can be many many things depending on how you look at it.   It&#8217;s a less extreme example of the three blind men and the elephant.</p>
<p>Like our own concepts of Spiritual Truth, I believe that just about all of them are valid, for the honest practitioner.  Some may call a spade a spade, and others a shovel or a playing-card, but there is Truth behind the respective words, that has validity.</p>
<p>Think about that the next time you dismiss someone as &#8220;wrong&#8221; in some subjective topic.  They may be less Right to you&#8217;re perspective, granted.  We can also change our own minds in light of continued evidence.  Yet, I am finding that the idea of wholly Wrong-ness is the cause of most troubles in society lately.</p>
<p>Lets stop comparing those apples to themselves, and just make fruit salad with the oranges we find too.</p>
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		<title>You are Here</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 04 Mar 2010 17:34:51 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[You know those shirts and posters with &#8220;you are here&#8221;  and an arrow pointing to some speck in the galaxy or some-such?
Here&#8217;s a better look at the place we all live, care of NASA&#8217;s newest satellite composite images.
Animated: http://www.flickr.com/photos/gsfc/4401845574/

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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>You know those shirts and posters with &#8220;you are here&#8221;  and an arrow pointing to some speck in the galaxy or some-such?</p>
<p>Here&#8217;s a better look at the place we all live, care of NASA&#8217;s newest satellite composite images.<br />
Animated: <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gsfc/4401845574/">http://www.flickr.com/photos/gsfc/4401845574/</a></p>
<p><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4051/4386822005_c434921844.jpg"></p>
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		<title>a &#8220;brain location&#8221; for spirituality?</title>
		<link>http://everthorn.net/musings/2010/02/786/?p=786</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 12 Feb 2010 11:48:34 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>maebius</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Interesting article from LiveScience hints at a &#8220;brain location&#8221; for spirituality.
Technically, it is more related to  a personality trait called self-transcendence. Self-transcendence &#8220;reflects a decreased sense of self and an ability to identify one&#8217;s self as an integral part of the universe as a whole.&#8220;
http://www.livescience.com/health/spirituality-brain-link-100211.html
My thoughts on this study are a bit divided.  [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Interesting article from LiveScience hints at a &#8220;brain location&#8221; for spirituality.</p>
<p>Technically, it is more related to  a personality trait called self-transcendence. Self-transcendence &#8220;<i>reflects a decreased sense of self and an ability to identify one&#8217;s self as an integral part of the universe as a whole.</i>&#8220;</p>
<p>http://www.livescience.com/health/spirituality-brain-link-100211.html</p>
<p>My thoughts on this study are a bit divided.  On one hand, it&#8217;s always kinda interesting to me how Science keeps tapping away at the walls of our unknown in search of the hollow passages and studs behind them.</p>
<p> On the other hand, while the physiology is described here as a deficit, could it not be that lessened Ego is actually better, and those unspiritual types are less adapted?  (like having webbed feet, which are cool, but not most efficient at perambulating around town?)</p>
<p>
I still think there&#8217;s not enough details here to really base a potential-filled claim like &#8220;Brain Bits that cause Spirituality&#8221;   so I&#8217;ll simply choose to ignore and gloss past that particular facet of the headline.  The study itself holds some nugget of muse-worthiness at least.</p>
<p>Food for thought, but I&#8217;m not sure of there&#8217;s empty calories here, or whole grains.  <img src='http://everthorn.net/musings/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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		<title>Always wear your seatbelt</title>
		<link>http://everthorn.net/musings/2010/02/always-wear-your-seatbelt/?p=785</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 03 Feb 2010 15:59:33 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>maebius</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[No words needed here.
This was an amazingly beautiful and heart-tugging PSA about seat belts.


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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>No words needed here.<br />
This was an amazingly beautiful and heart-tugging PSA about seat belts.</p>
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<p><object width="560" height="340"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/h-8PBx7isoM&#038;hl=en_US&#038;fs=1&#038;"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/h-8PBx7isoM&#038;hl=en_US&#038;fs=1&#038;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="560" height="340"></embed></object></p>
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		<title>Full Moon sacrifices</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Feb 2010 20:16:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>maebius</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This saturday, I was driving to meet a friend for dinner when I struck and killed a deer.   My new car (3899 miles *sigh*) is a bit broken up, and the young button-buck was killed.
It may sound gruesome to some, but we kept the deer and are in the process of preparing it [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This saturday, I was driving to meet a friend for dinner when I struck and killed a deer.   My new car (3899 miles *sigh*) is a bit broken up, and the young button-buck was killed.</p>
<p>It may sound gruesome to some, but we kept the deer and are in the process of preparing it for venison this week.</p>
<p>Additionally, I have plans for a number of bones (and the skull) if I have success in cleaning/preparing them, which is a learning process for me.   Prior animal bones I have had access to were found outside and pre-bleached by time, weather, and biological processes.</p>
<p>My pondering now, (and question to any readers here) is how to best preserve the animal remains, both in the literal physical sense, and a more spiritual/shamanic/etc sense. </p>
<p>I&#8217;ve honored the spirit of the deer with a quiet candlelit ritual saturday evening, but I&#8217;m completely learning-as-I-go in the idea of actually &#8216;harvesting&#8217; the other parts respectfully.  Wish me luck!</p>
<p>My dog has already requested a leg bone, and another is destined for a &#8220;talking stick&#8221; type of scepter.  One rib popped up in my dreams last night as Useful, but no details as to the final use.  The skull will hopefully preserve well and be gifted to a friend of mine with a great affinity to Deer.   The rest, will most likely join the compost pile and garden for added calcium and to treat the nibbling field mice in our barn.</p>
<p>The car will be repaired, my own physical health is unharmed.  I&#8217;d like to make the most of the noble animal who was &#8217;sacrificed&#8217; in the accident.</p>
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		<title>Another churchy tale</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 25 Jan 2010 21:46:46 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>maebius</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This week at the UU church I [still] attend, was an informal service whereupon members of the congregation had been invited to share a short excerpt from a favorite book, and how it inspired them.
One lady read from Grapes of Wrath, and shared how it changed her outlook on Humanity and Humility, reading of the [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This week at the UU church I [still] attend, was an informal service whereupon members of the congregation had been invited to share a short excerpt from a favorite book, and how it inspired them.</p>
<p>One lady read from Grapes of Wrath, and shared how it changed her outlook on Humanity and Humility, reading of the horrid selfishness of people below their station.  She had grown up in a wealthy NewEngland community, and formerly looked down her nose at &#8220;poor farmers&#8221; until that book made her re-think things.</p>
<p>One man shared a bit from <a href="http://search.barnesandnoble.com/Oral-Microbiology/Philip-D-Marsh/e/9780443101441">Oral Microbiology</a> and how it changed his view of our communal relationship with &#8216;the good microbes&#8217;.</p>
<p>Yet others shares inspiring sermons, quoted from Martin Luther King, Ghandi, and more traditional &#8220;English Literature&#8221; such as Flowers for Algernon, and Where the Red Fern Grows. </p>
<p>However, by far my favorite was an older lady who shared &#8220;The Hobbit&#8221; as her favorite book.   She explained briefly that we adults are often told to get our heads out of the clouds, and how this &#8220;kids book&#8221; showed that even as an older adult, it was &#8220;OK to have an imagination&#8221;.   She also referenced the new movie Avatar, as an example of world-building freedoms and whimsy-wonder.</p>
<p>Instead of reading an excerpt from The Hobbit, however, she admitted that she once submitted music to a &#8220;Fanzine&#8221; on Middle earth back in the 80s.  She had set the first parts of Galadriel&#8217;s Song of Eldamar to music, and then launched into a lilting A Cappella song, the lyrics of which are below.</p>
<p>To say the fact I could honestly answer &#8220;heard a lady sing in elvish&#8221; to the question of What I Did on Sunday, is awesome.</p>
<p>This UU thing may not be entirely spiritually ritualistically filling, but it&#8217;s still a fun community to be growing a part of.   </p>
<p>(My son also has now expressed interest in going as he misses the other kids.  Also, he has learned not to jokingly blow out the small candle I light in the evenings after starting to understand the reasons for lighting a candle &#8220;Representing the Love and Mystery that some people call God/dess&#8221;) </p>
<p><b>Galadriel&#8217;s Song of Eldamar</b><br />
<i>I sang of leaves, of leaves of gold, and leaves of gold there grew:<br />
Of wind I sang, a wind there came and in the branches blew.<br />
Beyond the Sun, beyond the Moon, the foam was on the Sea,<br />
And by the strand of Ilmarin there grew a golden Tree.<br />
Beneath the stars of Ever-eve in Eldamar it shone,<br />
In Eldamar beside the walls of Elven Tirion.<br />
There long the golden leaves have grown upon the branching years,<br />
While here beyond the Sundering Seas now fall the Elven-tears.<br />
O Lórien! The Winter comes, the bare and leafless Day;<br />
The leaves are falling in the stream, the River flows away.<br />
O Lórien! Too long I have dwelt upon this Hither Shore<br />
And in a fading crown have twined the golden elanor.<br />
But if of ships I now should sing, what ship would come to me,<br />
What ship would bear me ever back across so wide a Sea?</p>
<p>Ai! laurië lantar lassi súrinen,<br />
Yéni únótimë ve rámar aldaron!<br />
Yéni ve lintë yuldar avánier<br />
mi oromardi lisse-miruvóreva<br />
Andúnë pella, Vardo tellumar<br />
nu luini yassen tintilar i eleni<br />
ómaryo airetári-lírinen.</i></p>
<p>The melody was vaguely akin to &#8220;Spancel Hill&#8221; (<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_iUEwB4ME3I">video link</a>)</p>
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		<title>Dragons</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 25 Jan 2010 21:26:08 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>maebius</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[A short quote today, which made life quite more bearable at work.  Hope you enjoy it as much as I did.
&#8220;Fairy tales do not tell children the dragons exist. Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed.&#8221;
-G. K. Chesterton
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A short quote today, which made life quite more bearable at work.  Hope you enjoy it as much as I did.</p>
<p>&#8220;<i>Fairy tales do not tell children the dragons exist. Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed.</a>&#8221;<br />
-G. K. Chesterton</p>
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		<title>the [late] bird caught the worm finally</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 22 Jan 2010 20:50:33 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>maebius</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Note:  Message today is related to World of Warcraft, an online game I play with great frequency.
Way back, I had posted a bit of history with my characters, and expressed interest and a goal of achieving &#8220;Moonkin form&#8221; on my druid.

I admit, I forgot to blog about that day, but it has come and [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Note:  Message today is related to World of Warcraft, an online game I play with great frequency.</p>
<p><a href="http://everthorn.net/musings/2009/02/the-world-of-warcraft-life-musings/?p=339">Way back, I had posted a bit of history</a> with my characters, and expressed interest and a goal of achieving &#8220;Moonkin form&#8221; on my druid.</p>
<p><img src="http://everthorn.net/musings/images/moonkin.jpg" align='left'><br />
I admit, I forgot to blog about that day, but it has come and gone.   My druid Pohatu is currently lvl 63 and has now essentially mastered all the shifting forms with the exception of Epic SwiftFlight form.   This is essentially the same as regular flight form, just faster and a bit prettier-looking.  </p>
<p>So, I&#8217;m enjoying the druid as a &#8216;Tank&#8217; far more than I thought I would.   It&#8217;s hectic, being a new tank in the midst of random overpowered DPS.  But random overpowered Healers being grouped with me makes it a little more &#8216;bearable&#8217;.<br />
Tanking is frenetic, stressful, and ultimately quite satisfying when you know that your character stood face-to-toe with a Big Bad Boss-monster and kept the rest of the party safe. </p>
<p>/Rawr!<br />
Here&#8217;s a little photo gallery of how Pohatu usually looks (Tauren flight-form gets the brown model, Elves get the purply-black one)<br />
<img src="http://images4.wikia.nocookie.net/wowwiki/images/9/91/Stormcrows.png"></p>
<p>Pohatu has the greyish Bear form in the lower left <a href="http://www.wowwiki.com/File:Tauren-Bearforms.jpg">of This Image</a>.</p>
<p>Likewise, he&#8217;s the dark grey/black cat form in the upper right <a href="http://images2.wikia.nocookie.net/wowwiki/images/9/9e/Tauren-Catforms.jpg">of this here image</a>.  <img src='http://everthorn.net/musings/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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		<title>Perspectives</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 20 Jan 2010 17:48:02 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>maebius</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[A bit late for the new-moon musing I had planned to write this as, so forgive a hectic life and sleepy shift-changes (again).
Recently, some relatives of mine who live in a rather suburban town of 9000 people, expressed great joy and wonder at the recent small explosion of wildlife in their yard.    [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A bit late for the new-moon musing I had planned to write this as, so forgive a hectic life and sleepy shift-changes (again).</p>
<p>Recently, some relatives of mine who live in a rather <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lititz">suburban town of 9000</a> people, expressed great joy and wonder at the recent small explosion of wildlife in their yard.    They have a small bit of grass to mow, and a tiny creek burbling in the backyard, which has always been home to muskrats and ducks (the muskrats go through annual trap-removals, but always migrate back in to mess up the yard).</p>
<p>Lately, a hawk/falcon has made it&#8217;s aerie on the block&#8217;s tall pines, Great blue Herons have been seen wading in the feeble stream hunting minnows, and the neighbor&#8217;s house got an infestation of rats, with rumors of a raccoon lurking around the garbage pails at night.</p>
<p>On the plus side of this, my relatives happily tell tales of bird watching, squirrel feeding, and muskrat/rodent removal.  All that wildlife up-close is great for semi-retired folks sitting on their back porch with a cup of coffee.   The nepphews get to share soem of the joy I remember in my youth of feeding squirrels and watching BlueJays fight over peanuts, along with the more &#8220;exotic&#8221; Herons and hawks swooping around on rare occassions.</p>
<p>Sadly, while I can&#8217;t help but smile and delight in these wonders of nature while I visit, there&#8217;s a part of me that is saddened and worried for that same wildlife.</p>
<p>They see abundance and natural wonder.<br />
I see habitat decline and forced migrations to a suburban environment.  It doesn&#8217;t help that the hill I once stood atop of to stargaze with my father in my pre-teen years is now a development of sterile townhouse-clone-rows.</p>
<p>I like stars as much as I like seeing wild birds and critters.</p>
<p>I also prefer going to visit them, instead of the reverse.  </p>
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		<title>Commitment Rushes</title>
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		<dc:creator>maebius</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[(Note to the person who asked for this, sorry, I wrote it a few days ago and had it stuck in Draft-mode. Here ya go finally.)
My wife and son have been taking Karate at a wonderful dojo near us for about two months now, and it&#8217;s awesome to see how the kid especially looks forward [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>(Note to the person who asked for this, sorry, I wrote it a few days ago and had it stuck in Draft-mode. Here ya go finally.)</p>
<p>My wife and son have been taking Karate at a wonderful dojo near us for about two months now, and it&#8217;s awesome to see how the kid especially looks forward to classes and practices at home without any prompting.  Finding that &#8216;thing&#8217; you like to do is an important part of a healthy lifestyle.</p>
<p>However, what I was musing about is not finding a hobby, but the feeling that happens when you formally decide to make long-term effort in it.  More specifically the moment of Shift when you make the decision and act upon it.</p>
<p>In our case, the financial outlay to attend karate for 12 months, for two people, somewhat shocked my wife.  She was not concerned as drastically with the dollar amount (though that was part of it and affected a vacation plan as we shuffled the checkbook around).   Instead, she kept mentioning the fact that she feels really weird/scared/impressed/burdened/freed by the fact she promised to take up an activity, twice a week, for 52 weeks, and WILL be held accountable to her promise by an &#8220;authority figure&#8221; she respects (the Sensei).</p>
<p>Her reaction led me to ponder other areas in life with Pivotal Moments, and how finding them can be used along a Spiritual Path.   </p>
<p>Consider things like jumping out of an airplane, or cliff diving.  Those I&#8217;ve spoke to about such activities (I&#8217;ve gone skydiving) admit more often than not that the actual freefall and landing is great, but the reason they do it is that moment of Can&#8217;t-take-it-back asthey first spring from a solid platform into the open air.  The feeling of Commitment, of Willful Action is where it&#8217;s at.</p>
<p>I think on a deep level, that sane sense of Decision is at work in most profound Spiritual experiences, regardless of how the practitioner explains it.  Devout christians often speak of &#8220;Dying to Christ&#8221; at some dark stage of life, and being lifted up again in Hope/Love due to that dedicated abandonment.    Similarly, a wiccan casting circles, or Drawing Down the Moon (or any number of spiritual traditions having similar &#8220;ego-stripping&#8221;) reacts similarly in allowing the Goddess to manifest in them.</p>
<p>When we let go, or first step off the platform of solid daily-grind, we usually can expect Great Things. Maybe not always Safe things, but Great Changes.  Harnessing that Change for a better life is the goal of any Spiritual practice, I often think.  </p>
<p>Even when the Willful Action is meant to harm, as in the case of a suicide, I&#8217;ve heard anecdotes from survivors regarding a moment of clarity/regret/freedom felt when the act of jumping, cutting, or swallowing is performed, and before the pain or darkness creeps up.  I know of one person who admits being glad they attempted suicide, not because they almost died, but for that sudden Eureka of Life-worth-living even as they tried to end their life.</p>
<p>There are probably hundreds of quotes along these same lines, and is a big part of many Eastern religions. </p>
<p>To lose yourself is to find it.</p>
<p>&#8220;Banish the ego and develop the spirit of surrender. You will then experience Bliss.”</p>
<p>Or as I prefer to think of it,<br />
&#8220;If you want to kiss the sky, better learn how to kneel. <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxcDTUMLQJI">On your knees boy</a>&#8221;  <img src='http://everthorn.net/musings/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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